I know

I know we needed each other. More than anyone can understand.



Yup, I need you.

LOVE

If I could summarise how I feel, it will be exactly as what these lyrics said.

What I wanted was to be the only one and above.

What I seeked for was to be in your thoughts before any decision you made.

What I needed was respect.


And tell me where have it all been?

I don't think I can tolerate anymore of this.

I don't think I can take another session of waking up in the morning to know that my man has disappeared with a woman to an exotic country all of a sudden. Even if that woman is not suppose to be of any harm. Even if we had both agreed she was just a friend.

But I think I had enough.

I'm sorry but I really do had enough.

I can't do it anymore.

Afraid

If there is one thing now I'm very afraid of, is to forget who I was and what I am.

I realize how easy it is to get carried away by the attention and glitz. And here I am, trying to stay as grounded as possible.

I wanna be in a better position but not forgetting that I'm the very same girl who enjoys eating cup noodle over fine cuisine. One who enjoys being on a bike than taking taxi anywhere. One who enjoys the company of her closest friends than caught up with superficial people.

One who enjoys her cheap loots- $5 dress/ $1 bag over branded names.

I know I am in a better position to get hold of any brand I want, to eat whatever I want to eat, to go anywhere without feeling a pinch. But I don't want to be that type of snob and start to look down or laugh at those still using a $10 bag etc.

Today, I saw a friend's photo on FB and all of sudden, I remembered you. The one I never get to hug and kiss. You been missed P. I realize I will never get over it.

Irritated

Everyone seems to irritate me today.

How my mom annoying question about her data bundle to someone's post on Fb to a simplistic question that became so difficult.

I don't why some people are just plain stupid.


Sheesh.