Je'taime

To dearest Precious,

For I have missed you oh so dearly and this song... this song reminds me of my confusion, pain, ache and my longing...

Je'taime.

How can one fall in love with somebody or even, something, that they have never met, touch, smell or kiss?

But I did.

For when you left, I felt that you took half of me away.

And that I'm still half of what I was. That I'm still finding you. That I'm still finding the other half that was taken away.

Regret and longing.

That's all I am. Regretful of what causes these.. Longing for you.

Longing for you....

Tripping

Of all things I'm afraid, I most scared that one day I would fly high above what I knew I could be.

That I no longer want to stay grounded.
That I change dramatically and forgot the people who made me as I am today.
That I became ignorant of issues around me.

I fear. And I need a stronger person, more than ever to remind me, to lead me and make me reflect of the world today.

That I'm not alone and every factor affects another factor.

Which makes me question myself...

So what now brings me happiness?
What now makes me feel alive?

Tripping. I never knew I would trip on a simple question. But it makes me wonder... What is it I'm chasing for?

What is it I'm truly finding for at the end of the day?