One day

I have always love gems. Love love gems. Blame dad. He has books on gem stones.

So when a friend suddenly spotted with a crystal necklace and self-bought diamond ring, it made me intrigued to reread about gem stones.

So I conclude..

One day, I will own my own sapphire teardrop ear studs & sapphire ring, wrapped with gold. Andd, amethyst necklace. Amethyst promotes calmness. Which I think I have too much chaos. so one day... Ear rings, rings and necklace. Beautiful.

Quietness

I wasn't looking for right or wrong.
I wasn't looking for a fight.

I'm so glad you find me.
Overjoyed really.

I miss you, really... You have been the entire world that I know of.
But I guess we need time to think.
I love you, always.

Who knows

Who knows what will happen...

But I'm wondering, if you think about me as much as I do for you....

I miss you badly.. But I'm afraid my move to contact you, will destroy any possible peace that might fall upon us.

I just.. Miss you a lot.

What could be more worse?

What could be more worse than your heart stop beating?

And you ache for some pain.
And you long for some touch.
And you wish for a relief.

I cried. More than I should. I cried. More than I could remember.

I cried like Precious just left us.

I don't know if it's right or it's wrong. But I never felt this depressed after so long.

I can only hope, with time, I can move forward with you. With time, I have no fear. With time, I'm more certain than I ever was. I'm not sure when but I'm hoping I will be so soon.

And I hope you don't give up on me.

P

I imagine you running around wild, naked and free.

I imagine you laughing, attracting everyone around you with magnetizing love.

I imagine you crack one of your cute lil moves to impress your audience.

I imagine you said "I love you"

I imagine you holding my hands.

I imagine you kissed my cheeks.

I imagine.

Because that's all I can do. Imagine you around me, needing me. Imagine.

HB

Happy Birthday Precious.

It's been 2 years... It truly felt like just days ago. I love you very much.

Happy Birthday my love...

Damaging

What could be more damaging than doing something you don't know at all? It is being motivated for the wrong reasons- like money.

This is what I believe. When you stop being motivated for money, you are more humbled and encouraged to progress and be curious to learn. You placed your interest beyond all and even if you don't know what's your interest, along the way, you will discover it.

I'm not saying money is bad. I'm saying experience is important. Curiosity is important. Learning is important. So if you gave me a choice of working in the operational side of banking for $5000 vs to my current job, I will still choose my current job. Because I love it. Because I enjoy it. Because I learn so many things beyond the class, beyond what I could imagine.

That's my point. To be motivated by your interest, not by your pay. Esp so when you're young. What's the rush?

Life, you can't always plan it and hopes it goes your way. Things will change. One day, your right step forward could just change how your entire life is. I'm all about love and passion.

Sometimes, excess money given to a person does more harm than good. They may not know what to do and end up splurging on things they can't afford on normal basis. Without a clue at all, they destruct themselves.