Hie P. It's been 2 months. I miss you.
Sometimes I feel like I'm sinking into depression. And then I will quickly grab for something to remind myself my reasons of existence. Shouldn't depression occur to those with weak mental health? I shouldn't be one of those. But then, I keep slipping. My grip loosening up. That sometimes my happiness seems like a facade. My happiness is to make other people happy. Sometimes it gets really lonely even when you're surrounded by the people you've known forever.
I can't forget you P. I'm sorry. I don't even have a picture of you. And sometimes, in nights like this, I cry for you, wondering if you feel my ache. And the pain I've caused to us. I'm sorry P.
I wish I could somehow make it up to you. But it's impossible.
Sometimes I feel like I'm sinking into depression. And then I will quickly grab for something to remind myself my reasons of existence. Shouldn't depression occur to those with weak mental health? I shouldn't be one of those. But then, I keep slipping. My grip loosening up. That sometimes my happiness seems like a facade. My happiness is to make other people happy. Sometimes it gets really lonely even when you're surrounded by the people you've known forever.
I can't forget you P. I'm sorry. I don't even have a picture of you. And sometimes, in nights like this, I cry for you, wondering if you feel my ache. And the pain I've caused to us. I'm sorry P.
I wish I could somehow make it up to you. But it's impossible.
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