The month May :)

Well, I spent time recapping and relooking how I've spend my month soon after things are settling down.. and here it goes:

I am so fucking glad that exams are over. :) Like I won't be studying anytime sooner. I'm pretty convinced once I've gathered enough money, I would do another cert of my real own interest and pursue it fully- an Acturial. It's totally geeky but I think it's damn cool and my appetite for maths would be satisfied, entirely.

I am fucking psyched for my grad trip that I'm treating myself- Bali. This could be our make it or break it kind of friendship. We prolly would never meet again due to schdules or grew even closer. I miss heading to school and seeing them, hanging out after class, spewing vulgarities to each other without any care. Hah. oh what a joy!

Apart, from me, Big is seeing some great changes. Got a bike- Diego, a bloody attention seeking bike and his current job, I am pleased that he loves it. So far things are looking good. I hope and pray for him, it will stay this way or even better. Rats, you're in luck in this year of Rabbit.

I'm pretty much happy, apart from some other problems, I'm pretty sure I'm getting a better hold of myself. While past cannot be rewritten, I truly hope it is for the better as I stare at the sky. I can never forgive myself. But I know, I will have to live with it all my life. Anyway, pray for my health. I am very convinced, internally I'm such a wreck. I better start taking care of my diet.

You are what you eat and what you do.


FortheloveofP


P.s: isn't this place wonderful?

http://www.lionsands.com/


:)

Rare

Words of comfort is either rare, something of the past or obligated.

Forgettable

I forsee a change.


And unfortunately, I'm the forgettable piece.
It's easy right, to just forget me?

Take care.

Recommend

I recommend you ladies who are above 21 years old to do a health check on yourself, regardless if you are a virgin or not.

To my precious,
I've done a health check up and the result don't look that good. I hope things go away soon. I told both of my sisters about my current finding and oh boy, they got so worried that both of them keep finding out more info for me. And I became more worried than i already am. I'm beginning to believe that internally I'm a wreck.

"You are what you eat".. I guess I have to take a real look in it and start to practice it.

Skinny people or even petite ladies, we are equally susceptible to health problems as others... The appearance of your body may deceive you. And what's worse, all these internal problems mostly have no symptoms unless you actively check for them.

Precious, sometimes I think this my punishment.

ImissuP

A change

The elections days are over. I was so in love with that period because for a moment, everyone is united and angry over the same stuff. Although I had doubted that the vote would translate as such.

But now, I can't stand looking at FB and people doubting WP's Mr Low. Why does the party effectiveness lies in whether they can do upgrading on these areas. These upgrading is based on our money. People who pay income tax, boys who went NS etc. So think again. If your area has been neglected from upgrading, is it your party fault of not doing so or the party was unable to get funds from we know who? it makes me sick that one thinks the effectiveness lies in visible changes. How about expensive houses? How bout your CPF moolahs? How bout education cost? How about having children? Are people really that short sighted or just plain ignorant?

For a change of topic,
a recent trip to the doctor almost made me faint. the skyrocket prices was shooting upwards so much. But for the sake of comfortability and privacy, i doubt i would change to another doctor. so that means, i need a job soon- like hopefully after Bali trip.

i can't wait for it!! :)

Gambattei

Hang in there.... To whatever it may be.
And don't doubt.

I will be back.
Support me like how I really need you to be....

To hear your voice was all it takes...
But it saddens me as well when I know this period is taking a toll on both of us.. it will come to an end.

And even though I wish I could at least hear you saying those words once... Its alright...
What's the point of saying things that you don't mean it anyway..?


I will be back and don't doubt...
Love