Well, I spent time recapping and relooking how I've spend my month soon after things are settling down.. and here it goes:
I am so fucking glad that exams are over. :) Like I won't be studying anytime sooner. I'm pretty convinced once I've gathered enough money, I would do another cert of my real own interest and pursue it fully- an Acturial. It's totally geeky but I think it's damn cool and my appetite for maths would be satisfied, entirely.
I am fucking psyched for my grad trip that I'm treating myself- Bali. This could be our make it or break it kind of friendship. We prolly would never meet again due to schdules or grew even closer. I miss heading to school and seeing them, hanging out after class, spewing vulgarities to each other without any care. Hah. oh what a joy!
Apart, from me, Big is seeing some great changes. Got a bike- Diego, a bloody attention seeking bike and his current job, I am pleased that he loves it. So far things are looking good. I hope and pray for him, it will stay this way or even better. Rats, you're in luck in this year of Rabbit.
I'm pretty much happy, apart from some other problems, I'm pretty sure I'm getting a better hold of myself. While past cannot be rewritten, I truly hope it is for the better as I stare at the sky. I can never forgive myself. But I know, I will have to live with it all my life. Anyway, pray for my health. I am very convinced, internally I'm such a wreck. I better start taking care of my diet.
You are what you eat and what you do.
FortheloveofP
P.s: isn't this place wonderful?
http://www.lionsands.com/
:)
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