THINKING

LATELY, I've been thinking A LOT.

From topics like exams.. to social life like Project Hakani.. to political like the recent passing of an important lady and the death of a sweet love.

It's endless. I haven't got the time to get talking bout the subject and voice my opinion. soon, check this space.

For now, I'm in a search for a solid ground. Looking my upcoming bleak months.. even days actually, makes me feel utterly depressed. Yes, I've figured everyone goes through their broke moments but really, don't you think it's how one is exposed to it and manage it that makes a difference?

To begin with, ever since I was 16, I was doing some sort of odd jobs to tide the months.. just so i could pay my handphone bills. how pathetic. to work just to pay my bills. so yes, I'm not used to idling with no real plans of what to do with the free time and the inevitably, being broke of course. The thought of idling already makes me nervous.

And exams together with possible period soon, makes me utterly anxious. I think I'm going to have a breakdown soon. I need someone to be strong for me. Just be strong. I need someone to hold on to while I ride this uncertain waves.