I'm sorry. I may regret all this one day.
But for now, I look in the mirror. I see a terrible mess. I see a girl who is turning as a fine woman and who cannot cope with her relationship and her life.
I see a girl crying herself to sleep- how can she be so lonely when she had all the bliss in the world?
I see a girl wondering if tomorrow will be the same and it will be the same draining feeling all over again.
I see a girl smiling and saying its ok because that's what everyone around her wants to hear.
"How can you fix your relationship when you are in a mess?"
That's my awakening. And now, I'm leaving things to fate. I need to fix myself and then I can move on with my life. Otherwise, how can I be happy?
Or do you want me to stay so you can be happy?
I may be lonely one day, crying again, wondering why I did all this. But I know I need it. I need this now.
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