Corner of your heart

I wish..... I could occupy one minute of your day.

The scene kept replaying in my head. A torment indeed.
I never wanted to hurt you. It was never my intention.
I felt guilty. I felt ridiculous. I'm lost.

A friend told me to let you breathe. Let you go.
I can't.

I'm grasping for every thin line that I could not to let you go.
I checked my FB relationship status every 10 mins.

And then, it dawns me. My presence is hurting you.
I'm hurting you in every way that I thought could amend things.
My touch, my voice, my face.. My very last words hurt you.

As much as I just want you back in my arms, I'm being selfish.
Stupid, selfish me.


So go my love. Go and take your much needed break from this monster.



I kept looking at the clock. 13:20. The time I woke up.
I wish so bad I felt pain. A pain that would shoot up through my brains.
But I'm that useless.. I can't even feel any pain.
There was no pain. No pain..
I keep reaching but there was no pain.
Fucking useless me.