Things are picking up from where we left. Confessions. We both heard enough.
But I guess I've opened up more than I thought I could. My heart and brain has open up to an idea previously I shunned. Precious.
Suddenly, I feel like I know what I want. Previously, I want a career, the money and a great sex life with the one I love. Marriage is a no-no and kids will ruin my life.
Now, I still want that career and money. But also, I seek for that eternal love that will back me up during my highs and lows. I want to find God in my heart and grow that love seed for 9 months in me, to remind myself the worthy of a woman that God only bless to us.
I want to wake up every single morning to see my love and close my eyes every night knowing I'm safe.
And you know what, I've never felt more certain that this will really happen to me. Soon. Maybe not so fast like within 3 years or something but somewhere in the future it will.
Or maybe, I've just gone crazy.
But I guess I've opened up more than I thought I could. My heart and brain has open up to an idea previously I shunned. Precious.
Suddenly, I feel like I know what I want. Previously, I want a career, the money and a great sex life with the one I love. Marriage is a no-no and kids will ruin my life.
Now, I still want that career and money. But also, I seek for that eternal love that will back me up during my highs and lows. I want to find God in my heart and grow that love seed for 9 months in me, to remind myself the worthy of a woman that God only bless to us.
I want to wake up every single morning to see my love and close my eyes every night knowing I'm safe.
And you know what, I've never felt more certain that this will really happen to me. Soon. Maybe not so fast like within 3 years or something but somewhere in the future it will.
Or maybe, I've just gone crazy.
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